September 11th is a Mixed Feeling Day

The September 11, 2001 Anniversary is a “Mixed Feeling Day

By Kathy Warnes

Tuesday, September 11, 2001

On that Tuesday morning all of those Septembers ago, I sat on the edge of my easy chair in my living room in Toledo, Ohio, staring in disbelief at the television set. I felt like I was watching a video game or a science fiction movie as United Airlines Flight 175 hit the south tower of the World Trade Center at 9:03 a.m. The textbook I had been reading to prepare to teach my history class that afternoon fell with a thump on the floor. As the day progressed, I felt a deep sadness at the evil and hatred in the hearts of some people, and joy at the goodness and resilience of the human spirit in the darkest of tragedies.

The Facts and Figures of September 11, 2001

Textbooks newer than the one I was reading on the day it happened, later recorded the bare, black and white facts of September 11, 2001. On September 11, 2001, 19 Al-Qaeda terrorists high jacked four commercial passenger jet airplanes. They crashed two of the airplanes into the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center, and both buildings collapsed within two hours.

The terrorists flew a third plane into the Pentagon in Arlington Virginia, outside of Washington D.C., and the fourth crashed into a field in Shanksville, near Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, after its passengers and flight crew tried to regain control of it when the terrorists had repositioned it toward Washington, D.C.

None of the 246 people on the planes survived and 2,606 people died in the world Trade Center Towers and on the ground, and 125 people perished at the Pentagon. The death toll from the attacks was 2,996, including the 19 hijackers. The majority of casualties were civilians, except for 55 military personnel killed at the Pentagon.

People from All Over the World Died on September 11, 2001

People from over 70 countries including Britain, Germany. Canada, Korea, and Japan perished along with Americans. About sixty Muslims died on September 11, 2001, including an assistant bank vice president and cook, a commodities trader and a waiter, an insurance executive, a security guard and an IT technician.

Just Two of the September 11, 2001 Heroes: Father Mychal Judge 

Father Mychal Judge’s feelings about God and people shone through when he anointed a man who was dying of AIDs. The man asked him, “Do you think God hates me?” Father Judge just picked him up, kissed him, and silently rocked him in his arms.

When Father Judge, a chaplain for the New York City Fire Department, heard that jet airplanes had crashed into the World Trade Center, he rushed to the site, administering the last rites to some people lying on the streets. He went into the lobby of the North Tower of the World Trade Center and helped organize an emergency command post, where he continued to minister to the rescuers, the injured, and the dead.

The South Tower of the World Trade Center Building collapsed at 9:59 a.m., sending debris flying through the North Tower lobby. Many people in the lobby were killed, including Father Judge. The New York City coroner listed Father Mychal Judge as victim #0001 of September 11, 2001.

 Bernard Curtis Brown II

Bernard Curtis Brown II of Washington, D.C., 11-years-old, was one of three gifted middle school students that had earned a National Geographic sponsored trip to the Channel Islands Marine Sanctuary off the California coast for themselves and their teachers. Bernard was one of the 65 people aboard American Airlines Flight 77 that crashed into the Pentagon. His father, Bernard Sr., a Navy chief petty officer, worked at the Pentagon, but had taken the day off to play golf.

The New York Times reported that Bernard Curtis Brown II, who loved spelling, drawing, Air Jordan sneakers and life, had just bought a pair of Air Jordan sneakers. He was wearing them on September 11, 2001.

September 11, 2001, the Day the World Came to Gander, Newfoundland

On September 11, 2001, the United States of America shut down its airspace and dozens of flights were quickly directed to 15 Canadian airports, most of them in Atlantic Canada. More than three dozen jets landed at the international airport at Gander, Newfoundland, a town of about 9,500 people. The jets carried about 6,600 frightened, bewildered, tired and hungry people. Hundreds of people in the Gander area took in stranded travelers. Gander authorities used schools, churches, and private residences to shelter and feed the visitors from all over the world.

The visitors from all over the world stayed for a week, until airspace was opened and travelers could rebook new flights, and friendships that were to last far longer than a week were forged and continued for years.

Remember Them

Remember them because they were people like you, living their lives and working for their hopes and dreams. Remember them because we are all human and connected to each other in ways we don’t always admit and understand. Remember them because they are like you whether they lived in Maine, Mississippi, Oklahoma, or Ohio.

911 Victims with Roots or Ties to Northeast Ohio

This memorial to 9/11 victims with roots in Northeast Ohio was posted on September 11, 2002 by the Cleveland Plain Dealer and updated in 2011. Their lives and memories are part of the heartland of America.

Kathleen Faragher, 33. 106th Floor, North Tower

Joseph Heller, 37. 92nd Floor, North Tower

Peter Mardikian. 29, Windows on the World Restaurant, North Tower

Christina Ryook. 25. 104th Floor, North Tower

Debbie Medwig, 46. On board United Flight 175

Susan Getzendanner, 58. 97th floor, South Tower

John Hart, 38. 95th Floor, South Tower

William Moskal, 50. 99th Floor, North Tower

George Spencer III, 50.  84th Floor, South Tower

Todd Weaver, 30. 94th Floor, South Tower.

Terrance Michael Lynch, 49. The Pentagon.

Lt. Colonel David Scales, 44. The Pentagon

Other Ohio Connections

WCPO in Cincinnati published another list of 9/11 victims who either were from or had connections to Ohio.

Kelly Boom, 24. American Airlines Flight 11.

Doug Cherry, 38. World Trade Center Tower II

Wendy Faulkner, 47. World Trade Center Tower II

Robert David Peraza, 30. World Trade Center Tower I

Martha Reszke, 56. The Pentagon.

Cathy Salter, 37. World Trade Center

The Toledo Blade – List of Victims of the September 11, 2001 Terror Attacks

The Washington Post; Remembering the Victims

The Falling Man Photograph

The Pentagon

A Deep Sadness and a Sustainable Hope
Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Years later, we remember.

The images of September 11, 2001, stab at my senses like needles, and they are always there although I was not physically present. The people and events of September 11, 2001, speak to everyone, whether their memories of that day are first or second hand. History isn’t the dead past. It lives and breathes and walks alongside us every day, just as the images and people that found themselves in the middle of September 11, 2001 resonate in my historic and personal memory every day.

I feel a deep sadness because the controversies springing from the aftermath of September 11, 2001, so often drown out the voices of the people who lived and died through September 11, 2001. I believe that the real message of September 11, 2001 for us all is that even in times of disaster, people can and must trust each other for comfort, help, hope, and rebuilding.

In his bestselling book, The Day the World Came to Town, Miami, Florida author Jim Defede wrote “It’s a sad anniversary, but it doesn’t necessarily have to be a completely sad anniversary…”

Trinity Root Gives Us Renewed Hope and Purpose

The sycamore is New York City’s tallest street tree and is the most common tree in Brooklyn, New York. When the World Trade Center towers collapsed on September 11, 2001, debris toppled a giant sycamore tree that had grown in the churchyard of St. Paul’s Chapel at Broadway and Fulton Streets for almost 100 years. Rescue workers discovered the uprooted tree lying on a narrow path in the churchyard. The way it fell protected the historic tombstones and no wreckage touched the chapel.

Artist Steven Tobin, who is known for his root sculptures, borrowed the 600 pound stump and its remaining root from St. Paul’s and made a mold of the stump from the tree. With other tree segments he created a large sculpture that he called Trinity Root to stand as a testament to life and humanity and tomorrow.

When people mourn side by side and rebuild side by side, the sadness is mixed with renewed hope.

.As Jim Defede said, September 11 is “a mixed feeling day.”


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